Peeking in

So I've been on an extended blog leave, but I felt the need to peek in and see whats been going on. No commenting, just a look see. Seems like not much has changed. Then I felt like writing, but didn't want to disturb my absense. So I figured I'd drop a line over here on the dark side of my blog (because most of my regular readers don't come here.). Life has been ok. I'm gearing up to head to Canada for about 2 weeks in late July. Almost everthing I'm doing right now is towards that end. My little Babushka is comeing with me, as well as 2 cousins and 1 of thier girls.
Anyways, it's been a wierd morning. I had last night off work, wich is my regular night off but I was supposed to do overtime, but it got canceled. So of course I couldn;'t sleep (I work night shift now). So here it is at 9am and I'm drinking a Guiness beer and not sure what to do with myself. I'll be seeing Babushka later today. She got mad at me yesterday for not going to see her since I had the night off, but I've been a bit depressed so I didn't feel like going anywhere. of course her complaining about me not coming didn't help my mood, so i ended p taking a happy pill (something I try and not do too often) becuase I was starting to scare myself. Now maybe it was stupid of me to have a beer after taking one of those pills, but I didn't think of that till after I finished half the beer. Oh well.
One of my friends keeps calling me because she had an anxiety attack and called an ambulace for herself (she took the worng meds and had a bad reaction) and they thought she was trying to comit suicide and called the cops and they took her kid away ( he wasn't home during all this, he was having a sleep over). So shes a wreck, and here I am depressed and trying to cheer her up. Right.
My friend Brennenenenena Is coming home to have her wedding reception here in CT (she lives and got married in Denver) but it's taking place while I'm away in Canada. Poop.
Also my friend Isis is no longer taking my calls. She got remarried a few months ago and is aparently trying to cut all ties to her past(she knew the guy less than 3 months). 3 years of dating, 15 years of freindship, and all gone poof. Poop.
Anyways, that about sums up most of my life right now. Work is ok, boring but pays well. All I want is to get away for a while. hen maybe I'll start blogging again. We'll see.
I miss ya Joy, hope your doing good. And welcome to all the other new folks here at the round Table, I go away for a bit and suddenly theres all new faces for me to get to know. Soon I hope. Kuan, hope you feeling better and that you get some good chicken soup soon.
Peace.