Missing

Sometimes I miss the great anonymous friendship that I used to have here on the vast emptiness of the internet.

I found out tonight hat my girlfriend of over a year continually lies to be about her smoking habits. She smokes all the time now apparently, and it bugs the fucking hell out of me.

Six months ago she told me she quit, but you know, it's totall okay to smoke when you drink, it should just be acceptable.

I'm pissed, upset, sad, half drunk, disappointed, and above all else, missing the old conversations that would happen long into the night with the most honest and best friend that I think I've had, yet never personally met.

Joy, sometimes I often our old friendship. A lot! I'm 22 now. I first met you when I was 15. I still can't claim to know who is as non-judgement and understanding as you've been.

Sometimes I want to re-install everquest just to enjoy the good and bad with 2 of the best friends I've had, both a barbarian Shaman named Soulhavoc and a misfit Ranger named Wenn.

Currently, I'm listening to Incubus, the song Warning in particular, and just trying to type as straight as I can. I'm sorry for this relentlessly stupid post. I just hope that I'm not making a big mistake.