Missing
Sometimes I miss the great anonymous friendship that I used to have here on the vast emptiness of the internet.
I found out tonight hat my girlfriend of over a year continually lies to be about her smoking habits. She smokes all the time now apparently, and it bugs the fucking hell out of me.
Six months ago she told me she quit, but you know, it's totall okay to smoke when you drink, it should just be acceptable.
I'm pissed, upset, sad, half drunk, disappointed, and above all else, missing the old conversations that would happen long into the night with the most honest and best friend that I think I've had, yet never personally met.
Joy, sometimes I often our old friendship. A lot! I'm 22 now. I first met you when I was 15. I still can't claim to know who is as non-judgement and understanding as you've been.
Sometimes I want to re-install everquest just to enjoy the good and bad with 2 of the best friends I've had, both a barbarian Shaman named Soulhavoc and a misfit Ranger named Wenn.
Currently, I'm listening to Incubus, the song Warning in particular, and just trying to type as straight as I can. I'm sorry for this relentlessly stupid post. I just hope that I'm not making a big mistake.
posted by Fake Cell at 3:29 AM
1 Comments:
I think its absolutely normal for each and every person who chooses to, to stick by their beliefs. It doesn't even matter if no one shares them with you. I guess you have to decide in the long run whether smoking is worth the relationship to you, if it is, then just make plans to move on. If you have to second guess it, then chances are something else will be an issue later on down the line when the real stuff comes out :p
I miss you always Dan, if you ever just want me to log onto am IM, it would never hurt to text me sometime, no matter what time it is at night.
Knowing me all those years you gotta know by now I rarely sleep before 6am.
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