Just a quote I like

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
-Carl Jung-

This is one of my favorite quotes by one of my favorite Psychologists, a man I think who was ahead of his time but so damn accurate about our animal instincts that lie like primal beasts deep within us.
Have you ever met some one who you feel so connected to in a way that you have never been connected to with another person in your whole life, some one who understands your depth and primal desires with out ever having met them? But knowing that the only reason you get that is because through the computer you can let your self be that part of you that you just can't be in life. Its amazing to me that you Joy said that in your post today about just knowing you can open a web page and find Samara (Sanskrit word for like mindedness), and find a bond with people you have never met.
Is it because we allow ourselves to be who we really are in a way we can't be outside for fear of getting swallowed up by the constant barrage of sorrow and suffering we get in the real world? That over time we have gotten so good at protecting ourselves and settling for what is instead of what is unknown, do we trust the process that little now?
I get so tired of playing it safe or being on my guard some times it takes so much work it seems yet I'm seemingly powerless to not do it. Damn those sub conscious defence mechanisms do they ever stop trying to protect us from our past, will we ever let them?
I shared my poetry with a friend tonight that I feel that undescribable connection to and it felt good to share a hidden part of myself again, which isn't some thing I've done for a long, long time. I made myself vunerable what a strange feeling.

Peace
K

Wow

Im glad that I am at the point in my life that I can see a perfect thing, and not be ignorant enough to screw it up. Fantasy is a big part of my life. But I have a living fantasy. One that everyone, man or woman, wants but not all have. It is a precious thing and as far as I am concerned the presence of this much desired friendship is worth keeping it so. Ive gone to this friend in need before, and had the weight of the world and many years of abuse and neglect just washed right off of me. And the processed used to achieve this is more desirable then can be imagined. We are so perfect for each other, we have the 'no need to speak, never an uncomfortable silence' type of friendship. Yeah, we use each other too but its not an ugly thing, its not cheap nor even out of the ordinary for us anymore. Its just a fact. Ive also never ever not once made the first move with this person. Very odd thing about it is he really is a chick magnent. Its hard describe how girls act around this guy, and any girl nearby can sure as hell understand the reaction if they arent in the throes of it at that time.
Oh, believe me Ive had my moments where I thought for a second, hey, this could work, he could be my boyfriend. Well, haha @ me for those few helpless seconds one day back yonder in time, but at least now, to this day, I can appreciate that its always there for me. That renewal of soul, spirit and body that I get from this lover of 17 years.

He is personally responsible for renewing me, for rejuvenating me during times in my life I thought that would be impossible. I owe him a lot. Hes had some problems lately, so I had to avoid him for a long time for my own good, but he seems to be at least trying atm, so I had to go see him. Look at him. Just as ever, just as day one, and the last day will be, our souls spoke to each other. Our lips never moved.

Joys Friday List

Waiting on the world to change - Mayer (this is a gen x song if ever there was one)
Saving Me - Nickleback
What I got - Sublime ( this song reminds me of my friend Ben)
Come as you are - Nirvana (classic imo)
Santeria - Sublime (another classic)


My list for friday !

Hope all are well