Random 10 the random edition

Yeah I stopped doing this regularly, and it's not even Friday, but what the heck I'm in the mood for random music so lets see what comes up:

1. Don't Lie- Black Eyed Peas
2. Just the Girl- Click Five
3. Something Like A Broken Heart- Hanna&Mccuen
4. Count On Me- Default
5. Goodbye to You- Scandle
6. Everybody Else Has Had More Sex Than Me- TISM
7. The Sunshine Of My Life- Stevie Wonder
8. Skateaway- Dire Straights
9. Rats- Pearl Jam
10. Omish paradise- Wierd Al

and my 2 extras:
1. Sgt. Peppers Lonley Hearts Club Band- Beatles
2. Joe's garage- Frank Zappa

Frustration and stupidity

Why can't I let people go? I've seen others do it but once I care about someone I can't seem to let them go thier own way or give up on the idea that they'll come back. I still have hopes that someday Heaven will change her mind about our friendship, and I still ask after the Demon and hope to hear from her again. What the f*ck is wrong with me? I hate wondering about people that have shown no interest in knowing me anymore. I hate still having them in my heart even after they've broken it. I'm so screwed up.