Question away from the public

Ok, I have a question but can't post it on my site due to the fact that certain people read that blog and I don't want them seeing this. So here goes.... If your in bed with someone (significant other type of someone), but you end up having a sexual dream about someone else, does that make you a scumbag? I don't think it does because I can't control my dreams, but I sure feel like one. Nothing like having crazy monkey sex in a dream with an ex- only to wake up to your current girlfriend lying next to you. So whats the popular opinion?

Night

I just love nights like this. Went for a walk out here at 3Am and the clouds were covering the moon so everything was pitch black. You almost get the feeling that there's no one else alive in the world but you. Walking by dark houses that you can picture empty. No sounds but the wind. Then comes some noises, but you can't place them. It's like something out there is staying just out of your line of sight. Maybe following you. The heart picks up the beat a little. You can hear the echoes of your footsteps. In the distance a dog howls sadly (or maybe I should use mournfully here, I always liked that word and no one uses it anymore). There's a car parked awkwardly at the end of our street, the door hanging open just slightly. Makes your mind wonder why, what happened. The wind rustles the trees.

The another car drives by, lights on and blasting Christina Agulara music. The whole effect is ruined and it's time to go home and savory the memeory. Damn late night drunks.

Joy

Well, she's here, then she's gone, then she comes back, then she's gone again, then shes back, then gone again. I know she's got internet probs but I miss her. She was the first person I didn't already know to comment on my blog and it seems so wrong without her on-line. We had such a great connection, seemed like we were lving the same life in differant places sometimes. Hope you get back soon sweetie.
In the meantime if you get back check this link, think you'll find it funny (and anyone else on this blog too, we all have that type of sense of humor):

http://chaoscenter.blogspot.com/2005/08/coming-soon-to-bookstore-near-you.html#comments